Baby Nerve Bug

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Dear Diary,

Tomorrow is my baby shower, and I don't know why I'm so nervous. I'm more nervous about this event than I am about actually having the baby. I get like that when it comes to hosting events for myself. Honestly, I get like that whenever I have to be around people. Even my own people, no matter how comfortable I am with them. Except hubby. I think it's a fear of the spotlight. I never liked being the center of attention.

It reminds me of my wedding day. Although it was the most beautiful and happiest day of my life, It was also the most nerve wracking day ever. All eyes on me for 7 hours straight.

Hubby and I are one in the same, but oddly he is very excited for the shower. Maybe because it's going to be a way smaller group than our wedding or maybe because he'll get to eat at The Clifton. He loves that I get 50% off there.

But anyway, I know the moment I get there and start chatting with my friends and family, the nerves will wear off, and I'll be just fine like always. I can't wait to see all the stuff I get for my baby girl. Patiently awaiting my Mav.

XOXO,

Aqua